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i get to know myself when you're not around
so maybe that's why you look at me like you've never even seen me before
and so i ask a couple questions
ones i have no answers to
and then i repeat to myself like im crazy because i'm never gonna listen to you
i don't even know myself at all
but it's ok i'll just deal with it
it's not like i have internal hatred
i just don't really wanna be seen in this body
oooooooooo
ooooooooo
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and now i've got nowhere to run to
when shit decides to hit the fan
and i'll only plan to be a better person
when you can be the bigger man
now i'll try to find someone special
someone who will call me their own
and i'm not sure where we are right now
but god it feels a lot like home
but all the pretty people, they hate their bodies
and everything they do is uncomfortable
how can i learn to be a person if everyone better than me is miserable
so i'll drown out every thought i've ever had with pictures of sexy people doing cooler shit than me
and i'll overanalyze everything they do until i can't stand the thought of myself
guilty people do obscene things when given the opportunity
so i'll try to forget
how to act human
to avoid responsibility
why does any of this matter
are any of you worth it
don't know if i can take it
i don't think im gonna make it
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i just wanna
i just wanna
i just wanna
(talk to you)
i just wanna
(hold onto this)
i just wanna
(be someone else)
i just wanna
(go to bed)
i just wanna
(different body)
i just wanna
(different mind)
i just wanna
(write about you)
i just wanna
GO BACK TO BED
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woozy on a work night
00:57
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vs self
01:52
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i spent last summer in my room falling to pieces
every night i'd go to sleep i saw you
hovering above my body
i didn't do shit except maybe that one time that i did
but in retrospect
i wish that i lived a little more and worried a lot less
but hey
that's life i guess
i was so weird back then
i was just a kid back then
(x2)
so i killed that kid
(x7)
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5. |
lilith (seed of life)
01:07
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