1. |
winter poem
02:25
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autumn ends
and winter approaches
trees are bare of leaves
instead covered with frost
grass coated in light snow crinkles beneath your shoes
and i can almost taste the freshness
november fades into december
light coverings of snow turn into piles taller than me
the cold swiftly turned brutal
countless days are spent warmly inside
doing all the things i used to do
soft eyes gazing out the window
i remember the last winter
walking in the snowstorm to nurse your sickness
my nose as red as ripe cherries
my hair frozen at the ends
your smile sent my body awry
and i wondered why i was frozen in the first place
a sweater is pulled over my pale skin
and i buried my fingertips in the sleeves
i chew on my peppermint candy cane and smile
for i know i'll see you in my dreams this winter
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2. |
alive
01:49
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i feel alive
for the first time
im all alone
i'll watch you die
i think about
your lovely blood
and how it runs
oh how it runs
i feel alive
it's my first time
im not alone
you're by my side
you keep me warm
when i am snow
we'll stay inside
we'll never go
i feel alive
it's been a while
step in my shoes
and walk a mile
you'll never be
who you say you are
you're giving up
you won't get far
i feel alive
it's running out
i'll feed you lies
to burn you out
i'll watch the flame
engulf it all
i can't be me
so i'll watch you fall
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3. |
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starry lights and foggy nights are haunting me
no not today
god i'm so lame
i quit doing everything i love to do
i need to live
i'll start today
everyone and everything that's in my life
tells me to start
i'll fall apart
if i hear that song one more fucking time
i'll lose my mind
i do all the time
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4. |
goodbye
02:30
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i want to be seen
become a shell of me
blood rains down from the sky
before i could say goodbye
i want to be heard
before my teeth sink in the dirt
before my blood runs dry
i want to say goodbye
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5. |
spaceheater song
01:10
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instrumental
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6. |
bleak
01:23
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snow on all the trees
do you still think of me
the way you did last fall
go ahead and take it all
the warmth beneath my sheets
keeps me there for weeks
i guess we'll have a deal
whenever i feel real
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7. |
ihy
01:51
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i can't sleep without dreaming about
all the ways i might die so i don't leave the house too much
but when i do i'll be thinking of you
cloud 9 is pretty nice just look at the view
burning cities to the ground with your gaze
ashes falling onto me but it feels so amazing
now you've left so i'll rebuild this town
i guess everything is better when you're not around
please don't go
i hate you
what's the easiest way for me to go away
i might come back some day
today's just not that day
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8. |
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i won't trust the rose that paints my lens ever again
all is good and all is well but i'll never be your friend
i guess i'm the jealous type, just when you're with him
don't you ever go that far, can't you just pretend
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9. |
shy
02:10
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i felt so weak
i couldn't even say hello
i should've told you
while we were waiting in the snow
your hands all cold
i want to warm them
you'd never know
that i wanted more then
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10. |
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instrumental
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11. |
home
02:25
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feeling lonely in the corner
drowned out by the blood
and i know i won't make it out of michigan so
i'll just give up
tough shit i'm still suicidal
when it all comes falling down
everything feels so familiar
even though you're not around
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12. |
(voicemail...)
00:57
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doubt in my brain too many
thoughts in my head
i don't think that
we've made it yet
sick to my stomach but
i don't mind
everything you do just
wastes my time
but i'll be fine
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13. |
forever, always
01:39
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tattoo it on yourself
(forever)
placed on the highest shelf
(i'd never)
you're unattainable
but all by yourself
(will you)
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14. |
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out of tune piano
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15. |
somewhere, in a dream
04:52
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a lot of ppl talking abt their dreams i'm not typing all that shit
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