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miss
02:05
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this is what you wanted
so im gonna give it to you
im gonna miss you
but i cant see thru
this foggy daydream
is clouding up my eyes
cant wait to see you
youll look so pretty in the sky
(i wanna feel alive)
(but im so terrified)
everything hurts me
but its not your fault
its just overwhelming
to have any thoughts at all
always feel something
let that fear run your life
cant wait to be here
because right now im barely alive
(i wanna feel alive)
(but im so terrified)
can we just stay here
for a second or two
cause im so scared
of losing you
i feel so foggy
but you feel so warm
ill really miss you
but im heading for the door
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Decompose... its alright
02:37
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shadows falling, things are wrong
reflections creeping, weeping song
crying loud throughout the night
stars will fall without a fight
SO ILL JUST
ROTTTTTTTTTTTTT x6
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heaven like fall when youre falling down
your words are no good when youre not around
im gonna run away from here youre gonna eat your words
i guess you never knew so it never could hurt
the shadows of you are falling into me
i dont really mind i just wanna feel free
this tastes like earth and the heaven sky
i guess im just afraid of saying goodbye
i dont know i just wanna leave this town
my friends will like it better when im not around
complacency is killing me so stay right here
i let myself down when i tried to be clear
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i can feel your words
they push me into earth
i feel you
i feel you
i see you, seeing me
when the sun is gone
who will hear my songs?
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you're so far away that you can't see me now
i disappear on the horizon when you figure me out
and when you're calling my name i can hear you cry
but i can't tell the difference between you and demise
everything you do you wanna do it alone
and everything you say you only say on the phone
and now i can't escape every thought in my head
because when i think of you i think of my bed
you wanna run, run, run; you wanna run far away
but it never stop, stop, stopped, it never stopped all the pain
i can tell your thoughts by the look on your face
all you wanna do is leave this place
i don't know what's real between your words and your thoughts
and i can't really tell if you can hear me or not
so i'm screaming real loud at the top of my lungs
i don't really want our little game to be done
i wanna brush your hair as it's kissing the earth
and i wonder all the time if it gets any worse than this
cause i can barely take it as it is
tell me how it feels in those arms of his
i hope you never know the words to this part
because i still want you to listen when you're making your art
i go back and forth til' im writing on walls:
"do you miss me"
do you miss me at all?
i don't know what's real between your words and your thoughts
and i can't really tell if you can hear me or not
so i'm screaming real loud at the top of my lungs
i don't really want our little game to be done
i wanna brush your hair as it's kissing the earth
and i wonder all the time if it gets any worse than this
cause i can barely take it as it is
tell me how it feels in those arms of his
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Falling down down down
02:14
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i think you did it again
whoa oh oh oh
i dont wanna be friends
woah oh oh oh
the sky is falling down on me
it all fades to red, i've gotta leave
falling down again (x4)
i think im thinning out
whoa oh oh oh
the light is never around
whoa oh oh oh
it takes a lot to be here
stringing out in your fears
falling down again (x4)
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around
02:38
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i've spent too much time
figuring out your eyes
feel it in your stomach
feel it in your mind
and i don't see you around
and i'll never see you around
and i don't wanna see you around
and i'll never see you around
i've got too much to say
but i'll never say it anyways
compromising nothing
it's better off this way
and i don't see you around
and i'll never see you around
and i don't wanna see you around
and i'll never see you around
and i don't wanna see you around
and i'll never see you around
and i don't wanna see you around
and i'll never see you around
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Rocket
05:15
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I thought i heard you laughing right outside my bedroom door
And i realized if i wanted it you'd probably want me more
I've been staying up real late to watch my favorite tv show
But it never made a difference because i will never grow
I could hear you comin' from a million miles away
I had all that time to plan all of the perfect things to say
I've been learning how to care and learning how to act
Cause i never really liked it when you'd act like that
You're having visions about heroin and marilyn monroe
and i wonder if you're drinking on the night before my show
You can't put down the bottle when the throttle's to the floor
and i don't get the message til' it's knocking at my door
You think you might die by the time you're 25
But i just think it's funny cause you never felt alive
You've been staying up real late cause you dont feel so good
but it never made a difference and you never thought it should
You can't get away from everything that's in your past but
I just wanna listen when you tell me it could last
You think it would be different without distance and it might but
I just think it's ok if you stay another night
someday soon we're gonna buy a rocket
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move your hair i can't see your face
you're acting funny today
why i try i don't know
stuck in a daydream but that's how it goes
i let jealousy get to my head
cause i can't stand the thought of losing a friend
i don't really know who i am
and i don't think i ever wanna lose you again
throw me into what i know
am i real or just for show
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pill
03:01
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i wanna reach inside you to pull myself out
i feel so lonely in your crowd
i wanna feel you swallow the pill in my hand
you're just a shell of a man
deep breath for a sense of purpose; i can't fill these shoes
i wish that i could pick and choose
blood stains on the shadow
i thought you never were
im gonna make you taste the dirt
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sorry
for all the trouble i cause
but don't worry
i wont get involved
none of this
makes any sense
fighting
in the present tense
sorry
u found out this way
i guess
for now im here to stay
are you
getting sick of this
im not strong
my body just wont quit
part 2
i want to be free can i go home
i will lose the ground beneath my feet
write a poem on your favorite shirt
there's a thousand ways it can hurt
and i dont wanna feel alone again
i just want a piece of paradise
im not scared im fucking terrified
grip the pen til it begins to bleed
choking on the things you'll never see
and ill never feel alone again
part 3
ill just sit here waiting for someone or something to hold me down
i cant see thru the fog or tell if you're better now
the curtains will draw back on my sleeping body and tell me not to move
i dont wanna play our little game if im the one thats gonna lose
i want to be free can i go home
i will lose the ground beneath my feet
write a poem on your favorite shirt
there's a thousand ways it can hurt
i dont wanna feel alone again (x8)
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A pocket of light shines down from the cosmos
From the cosmic accident of birth
To the final grotesque joke of death
You must play the straight man
And tolerate the humor of the worms
Before the sun dries up
When the sun is gone
Who will hear my songs
I can feel the weight
I can feel your words
And they hurt
And when you me in the dirt
Then you push me in the background
Thinking of my life
And seeing how I act now
Try to keep my cool
And always keep composure
It’s getting kinda hard
So just call me when you’re sober
When the sun is gone
Who will hear my songs
Tempo of
Strict ocean metronome
Blood was ordered
Proceed private flood
Pluck my heart out
Find what makes it move
Haunt the clock
And stay the afternoon
The roof is caving in
And the walls begin to bend
So just come crashing down on me
Before the world begins to end
A bed of flowers lay still
You’re being held against your will
No one around you really seems to care
Were you ever really there
Fall away again
When There’s something goin on
But you don’t know who to call
Falling down again
When there’s no one left to ask
And you can’t forget your past
why can’t you see
what you’re doing to me
everything is wrong
and you don’t know how to be
when you’re calling out my name from the top of the stairs
and maybe you’d come down if you were ever really there
i don’t know what’s wrong
the sky’s turning red
everything just fades to black
when it’s all in your head
im screaming out your name from under the water
but im sinking anyways so why even bother
there’s something goin on but I don’t know what
There’s a hole inside my brain
At the place where you cut
there’s nothing going on
but im thinking again
am i no good
Living in a haze
Under your beetle breath
Magenta paints the sky
When theres not enough left
You’re grabbing onto me like
you’re gonna die
I wanna hold u tight
But there’s not enough time
A bed of flowers lay still
You’re being held against your will
No one around you really seems to care
Were you ever really there
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drowning in my head
cant get out of bed
hands are too far out
choking on my mouth
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